Lady Macleod lived at No. 3, Paramount Crescent, in Cheltenham, where she
occupied a very handsome first-floor drawing-room, with a bedroom behind it
looking over a stable-yard, and a small room which would have been the
dressing-room had the late Sir Archibald been alive, but which was at present
called the dining-room: and in it Lady Macleod did dine whenever her larger room
was to be used for any purposes of evening company. The vicinity of the
stable-yard was not regarded by the tenant as among the attractions of the
house; but it had the effect of lowering the rent, and Lady Macleod was a woman
who regarded such matters. Her income, though small, would have sufficed to
enable her to live removed from such discomforts; but she was one of those women
who regard it as a duty to leave something behind them — even though it be left
to those who do not at all want it; and Lady Macleod was a woman who wilfully
neglected no duty. So she pinched herself, and inhaled the effluvia of the
stables, and squabbled with the cabmen, in order that she might bequeath a
thousand pounds or two to some Lady Midlothian, who cared, perhaps, little for
her, and would hardly thank her memory for the money.
Had Alice consented to live with her, she would have merged that duty of
leaving money behind her in that other duty of finding a home for her adopted
niece. But Alice had gone away, and therefore the money was due to Lady
Midlothian rather than to her. The saving, however, was postponed whenever Alice
would consent to visit Cheltenham; and a bedroom was secured for her which did
not look out over the stables. Accommodation was also found for her maid much
better than that provided for Lady Macleod’s own maid. She was a hospitable,
good old woman, painfully struggling to do the best she could in the world. It
was a pity that she was such a bore, a pity that she was so hard to cabmen and
others, a pity that she suspected all tradesmen, servants, and people generally
of a rank of life inferior to her own, a pity that she was disposed to condemn
for ever and ever so many of her own rank because they played cards on week
days, and did not go to church on Sundays — and a pity, as I think above all,
that while she was so suspicious of the poor she was so lenient to the vices of
earls, earls’ sons, and such like.
Alice, having fully considered the matter, had thought it most prudent to
tell Lady Macleod by letter what she had done in regard to Mr Grey. There had
been many objections to the writing of such a letter, but there appeared to be
stronger objection to that telling it face to face which would have been forced
upon her had she not written. There would in such case have arisen on Lady
Macleod’s countenance a sternness of rebuke which Alice did not choose to
encounter. The same sternness of rebuke would come upon the countenance on
receipt of the written information; but it would come in its most aggravated
form on the immediate receipt of the letter, and some of its bitterness would
have passed away before Alice’s arrival. I think that Alice was right. It is
better for both parties that any great offence should be confessed by
letter.
But Alice trembled as the cab drew up at No. 3, Paramount Crescent. She met
her aunt, as was usual, just inside the drawing-room door, and she saw at once
that if any bitterness had passed away from that face, the original bitterness
must indeed have been bitter. She had so timed her letter that Lady Macleod
should have no opportunity of answering it. The answer was written there in the
mingled anger and sorrow of those austere features.
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